Confusion

I was in a state of confusion on 10/12/07 when I got my ballot number. I got queue number 159 out of 316 flats available (launched by HDB this round) and 5147 applicants. Minus away the flats which keys are not available and ethnic ratio, there were only about 200+ flats left.

My confusion was..not because there were only 200+ flats left...hmm..the confusion was that I never thought I would get such a good number..(actually don't know good or not but many people apparantly thought that I was already very lucky)..now what am I to do? New flats? Re-sale flats?

New flats - far far far! Transport how? Not near work, not near my own house, not near in-laws! HOW?!

Re-sale flats - high cash above valuation and need to spend a huge sum on renovation since the flats were all very old. Is it worth it? What happened if the market fall soon after? I'll be stuck with some silly old expensive flat!

I tell you..consider this consider that...really damn stress.....really!!